mercy

i told her to stay away.
coz people won’t understand us.
i can’t be besfren with any girls.
that’s the rule.
being single is a sin.
it makes me a freak.
go get marry, like it’s gona change who i really am.
like it’s gona kill the tampered soul in me.
i shivered the moment mom called me lesbian.
i couldn’t take the L word now, not when i’m not anymore.
they refused to listen, or understand just like years ago.
it’s really heart breaking when I finally found the will to change the path,
that’s the moment they chose to reprimand me.
i’m leaving this to Him.
so help me God.