i’ve reached my limit yesterday.
came home, burst into tears,
broke down and cried my eyeballs out.
my head couldn’t process what actually went wrong,
poor brain couldn’t even made up any excuses or put logic to it.
so i just followed what my heart had been dying to do,
admitting how exhausting this all have been.
it’s draining, i’m worn out.
i am not strong, i am failing, i feel hurt, i am afraid, i am alone and i hate it.
i wana belong somewhere, it’s pathetic to be nowhere,
putting on this fake face and consoling my feelings when they wanted completely the opposite.
i have no emotion shield, it’s just in my head,
and i tried to put the idea into others too.
i’m all fucked up.
there, i said it.
1 comments:
comot bt natural beauty-don't tell me to be happy whn u urself is crying.
dian- thanks a lot. yeah we're supergirls but u have gorgeous side kick, not fair.
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