turn off

counting the hours semasa di opis
i did some bloghoppin
came across blog yang bunga-bunga
got me into this lovey dovey mode
i karang something dan text to her

‘Gila’ she replied.

heaven and hell

listen
being straight doesn't make u a better person
i've met lotsa gay people who are more human than u are
they don't judge u so don't u go around judging them
let Him decide

liar?

with that knife at your throat
asking if i still love you
and i said i do

raya II

..was soo tiring

flashback

word: relationship

definition: gender role.husband and wife.obligated.bounded.everyone's a threat. possessive.sacrifices.

i walked out of my previous relationship as it got destructive.
felt like living a lie.
somnambulant.
it was even a miracle how i survived the relationship all these years.
special thank you to someone who didn't just stand there and watch.
u made me bold enough to save myself.